When I hear the words 'Friday,' my heart and body boost up. It always sends out a very significant meaning. For those who are still in schools, it means 'Hello weekends! no classes, yes!!!' and for those who have regular working schedules, Friday is the symbol before the two only days that they're gonna be resting.
Why am I talking about Friday and how my heart and body can be boosted up by it? I'm extraordinary since I still have to work on Saturday from 9am to 1pm and have a tutoring job afterwards and on Sunday as well. So, it seems like I won't even have a single free day for my rest.
But the fact is, I can't help it. If I stopped making myself busy, I would be having too much free time in my hands and that would eventually lead up to sitting and thinking ... I'm quite a paranoid person. I mean I think a lot. Sometimes my thinkings are quite academical but sometimes I could be dwelling in petty, nonsensical things. (mostly my worries and pessimism)
2 or 3 months ago, I just graduated. I was thrilled by the opportunity and driven by a bit of insanity as well. When I was still in university, I imagined life after graduation as thrilling, adventurous and free ... absolutely free!!! Then, I find everything opposite from my first presumption. Here I am, sitting in the office as a marketing assistant and wondering if I'm fit enough for it. I'm thinking of quitting it at the end of this month since I need to travel for a while. Then here comes another subject on money. Sure I'll get my last salary, but being stranded on an island without a single dime isn't fun either unless I can find a temporary job there, maybe a waitress or barmaid?
I think I started the subject on Friday and its significance but how the hell I did end up talking about my polarized and idealistic future ... I should take English Composition course.
Ciao!
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